Friday, November 20, 2009

A letter to my mom

Inspired with Keshi’s and Preethi’s post,I got smitten to write this post and finally manage to post the same.

Dearest Amma,

It happened so fast and I reached my heavenly abode safe, still my memories never fade and there I go with a letter to you.

I am dead sure …You people are missing me a big time. The predominant pester at home is missing. Who will pester you the same way I did? No doubt I alone can hold the place. How much I scared for pitch hard and hold you tight while sleeping…now the place next to you would be void……..I never hid ya anything and always pestered you to the core. Amma remember you were the one to pamper me a lot from choosing a dress to selecting the bestest of best things …

The sulk , the mulishness which I showed to ya will never fade ma…You were the one to accept all my tantrums and still hug and smile at me…You were the one who shouldered me when I cried..You were the one who felt elated when I shared a gleeful news…You were the one to whom I shared everything.. you were the one to advise…You were the one who boosted…I can go no and no..but alas I will miss every thing…

How much I hated to wear bangles…Ma ya know my hatred towards bangles..But you accepted me and never ever compelled…You were the one who openly pointed my mistakes and appreciated my good work…Ahhh I will miss your sumptuous food…The fight with bro and my adamancy which I showed to appa….To whom will I speak non-stop which I did only to ya??To whom will I speak about cricket and ganguly ??To whom will I share when other’s hurt me??To whom will I show my remorse feelings??To whom will I cry, when I feel so??....To whom will I throw my barbs, when I feel tensed????I feel topsy turvy and I will miss ya all to the core 

Ask brother to allocate a share of chocolates and ice creams for me whenever he tries it…My craziness towards desserts and ice creams will never end though I am dead…..I will not be able to taste it but will feel elated for the deed…..I am feeling sleepy though I am dead..Still I am proud to be a sleepomaniac…..Glad that I met my life(paati) here….fought with her for leaving us so early to reach the heavenly adobe…Now am her sole companion…Amma my eyes are starving for sleep…Will buzz ya now and then ..Take care ma…

Only Yours,
Gowra

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Stilettos aur confidence

It was my kind hearted relative ,to throw a question at me..Let KKR be the relative


KKR: Whatz ur height

ME: 5....

KKR: ehh???You are short then..

ME: Think so...A dwarf you say!!!(Wondering y people are bothered about height, height me khya hai..bhol.??!!)

KKR: You don't have to worry...You have heels na?

ME: (Never ever in ma life ,i worried for my height)..heels..haan....

KKR: It's a perfect solution...try na...

ME: (with a smirk)....Sure thing...


Let me not deviate from the topic..Where was i??oh yeah the heels...I am so proud to be a gal(reason you have lotsa varieties when it comes to dress and sandals)..Dress varieties kho chodkar,let us take the varieties of gal's foot wear...Stilettos ,wedges ,flat s, pumps ,party wear ,causal wear god the list will never end...


I always go awestruck when i see someone walking with stilettos or with high heel sandals...It itself is an art i say.

It was during my 11th grade ,my sister got me a high heeled sandal....Firstly i was dumbstruck by the sandal..Secondly i did not have the confidence to walk with that slim, sleek, slender and mainly the high heel sandal .I protested She resisted..I argued She convinced..I said no, she said yes...All fights for sandals…LOL….It was She who took the pains to console me to wear the sandals..All set and done..I agreed ...We planned to go out and She accompanied me...I have a slippery feet ,no wonder about it and to add fire to it, there i was with my high heeled sandals..I felt uncomfortable..For every single step,i slipped...again i slipped and once again i slipped...My sis could not bear the brunt and was kind enough to get me an another flat sandals...Cho chweet she is...and there I was benchmarked to wear flats….flats and only flats…..


So even today i say no to heels...But my dear friends prefer pumps ,wedges blah blah...At one point i asked my friend about it.

Me:Hey do you feel comfortable, when you wear a wedge sort of sandal..

M:Yes,I am very much

ME:Khya hein yar...It's a big trouble for me .

M:Arrey..I feel so comfortable when i wear a wedge or high heeled footwear..It gives me an extra confidence

ME: What confidence from sandals? Don’t play na….


But that was the fact .I hear people saying they feel comfortable when they wear stilettos ,wedges etc.

Alas my mind always creates a deep impression about something and i feel flats suits be better than any thing .But gals i still look with great glee when you people walk perfectly with Stilettos..Gals rock!!!I understand it gives us an extra confidence though have never experienced it….


Whatever the source it may ,if you gain confidence to shatter obstacles ,then rock on…….The source of confidence may come either by wearing stilettos too(M you reading???,i am dead meat then)……

Monday, November 16, 2009

A day to cherish

It was an unsual day...With absolute pitch dark even by morning 6am..Had a deep slumber and got out from the bed by 8am only to realize we(meenu,my bro and me) planned to visit temples in trichy...

It was a sunday...No complains about sleep...Yelled at amma for not waking us by 5am(a herculean task though)...Completed our chores and had Dosai filter coffee combo for bfast. Varuna bhagvan was so kind not to shed even a drop of water from the sky.



The first temple we visited was Thiruvanaikovil..Jambhukeshvarar..I still wonder about the water that flows near the God..Also saw goddess akilandeshwari and had nice dharshan.


Samayapuram and srirangam were the two places we planned to visit. Due to time constraint we visited srirangam.Had a great dharsham. Not to forget the prasadam especially Chakara pongal.Give 6 bucks and taste the divine ambrosia err prasadam.


It was around 1pm..we were starving for lunch.Found a hotel and had our share of lunch,juice et al.


The last temple we visited was rock forte.Climbed the stairs to visit god vinayak(Ahem let me hide the fact that I was puffing and panting while climbing the stairs)Not to forget about the great action too!!!It was meena who prayed to offer Coconut to vinayak.Sai took the deed of offering it...He climbed the rock, the rock was slippery and suddenly he slipped..being a veera theera mangai, i climbed the rock to rescue him, but err my slippery feet made me to slip and i rolled only to reach the land.(rock to land great transition indeed!!!)A kind hearted lady did hold,me and helped me...Lol..err let’s forget the great action…and the slippery part ok…With pathetic face i got back to my normal form...That was a great action indeed!!!


Hogged ice creams and juices..Suthified a lot in the roads of trichy….Took too many snaps…..Phew...It was time for us to get back to our home..But the memories will remain green forever. Ahh went to a book shop and skimmed through latest books but managed to get Digital Fortress by my fav writer Dan brown.yay I have never read Digital Fortress. Started…. first 50pages were so gripping….you shall expect a review on it soon..Ciao for now….
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